I’ve decided tomorrow I’m going to clear out my dash. I’m SO SICK of seeing half naked women all over my page. Honestly? I don’t give a shit of some twig in a skimpy bikini. That doesn’t make me feel motivated at all. Especially when it’s usually some 15 year old girl who has never worked out a day in her life. She just happens to have an awesome metabolism and skinny build. Before and after pictures? I LOVE those. I hate it when it’s someone who weighed 126 and then dropped to a whopping 104. Congrats? I’m so proud you were already perfectly healthy and now you’re underweight. Don’t get me wrong, when you can tone up and everything, that’s awesome. But let’s get real kids. I didn’t decide to change my lifestyle because I’m 5’2” and weigh 118 pounds. I made this decision because I needed to. Things were getting out of control. So if you’re struggling, and losing a pound at a time; let me know. Guess what. Me too. All of this fucking fitness model pictures are bullshit. All of these tweens and teens sunbathing in mexico is bullshit. Sorry that’ I’m not sorry. This may offend some, but it’s how I feel.
I had to get that off my chest after scrolling through tumblr for about 20 minutes. Tomorrow, the weeding begins. As for right now? It’s 2108, andI’m so happy I’m tired. I’ll go to sleep right away. Then, I wake up and bust ass. I’m really going to kick this 30 day challenge’s ass. Praying I don’t get called in to work, at least not before 1030. I have running and CrossFit to conquer! I’m hoping things can go as planned, at least from 530-1030.